In this letter, a young woman wishes to apologize to her ex boyfriend for her behavior, and get him back, we call it “I’m sorry for being mean”.
Letter to my ex boyfriend to get him back : I’m sorry for being mean
I often think about you these days and I thought I would be better able to express my feelings through a letter. I’m not very good with words but we’ll have to make do.
First of all, I wanted to apologize. For my behavior and how it affected you, for my blunt words and reactions. I know, I acted hysterically and I realize today how inapropriate and laughable it all was. Clearly I lost it, although I don’t yet know why. Maybe because of my recent breakup : in a way I took it all out on you, and that was terribly wrong of me! I realize I let that bulshit get to me, when I should have been stronger and not give in to worthless fits of anger.
I feel a lot better now, I think I needed a time out, to take a step back and think about the mess I had made.
Having this epiphany made me feel better, I was at a point where I didn’t even recognize myself anymore, it scared me sometimes. I finally realized I had thrown myself into an impossible relationship, and what’s more, that I wanted to form the perfect couple with you right away, even though you were fresh out of a long and sinuous love story yourself. I don’t want to lose you over such stupidities! I need to see you again, I need to speak with you as we did at first, I need us to feel good, relaxed, true. I need us to live what we have to live and to take advantage of the good things that appear on our path.
I have exhausted you with my shouts and my tears, and today, I understand why you couldn’t take it anymore!
I wouldn’t have been able to stand myself either, by the way! There, I need you to know that it’s all clear in my head now, that I understand what you’ve felt and that I apologize once more for having been such a bitch. And then again, this experience made me grow, I may as of yet not quite know what I want, but what I don’t want anymore is ever so clear : making mountains out of molehills, wanting to go too fast, disrespecting other people’s rhythmes… I crave simplicity. That’s all.
I miss the good times together, you know, and I hope there will be new ones!
With a kiss,